Mind Games

I’m.. So.. Tired..

Its 12:00 am 12/11/12 and I’m falling asleep on my laptop. Been trying to write my last body paragraph for my final paper for my Writing the Essay class. Hopefully I can get through this quick so i can finally sleep… or study up more on physics… 

Just.. really can’t wait till I get to go home… only 8 more days… 

So I got to experience what its like to spend Thanksgiving away from home without your family for the first time this week. Luckily I got to spend it with a friend rather than alone. It still makes me sad though when I hear that all of my friends from high school got to go back this weekend and I didn’t but it’s alright I guess. I don’t think its worth 300+ dollars to go home for only 4 days. Can’t wait for winter break though!
26 more days!  

At what point is logic irrelevant? At what point do you realize you care so much about something that you willingly choose not to be logical in making your decision to save whatever that something may be? And in the end… when you ask yourself… “was it worth it?”… what do you say to yourself? You’ve lost so much to keep something so close. Was it worth it? I pray that it was. 

It’s been awhile since I’ve been on Tumblr. Thought I was going to be done after I deleted my last one but I feel like there are times when I just want to just talk and write somewhere. Don’t know how often I’m going to use this but maybe it’ll help me remember moments in my college career. So far its been a bit of a struggle. Dealing with some personal issues on top of underestimated classes. Kind of need a miracle(or a lot of studying) to get through the midterm and final and get at least a decent grade in some classes. Just kicking in now that there are a ot of high expectations. Didn’t think freshman year was going to be THIS important. Best of luck to myself.

11/9/12